 Finding my footing in uncertainty,
Reassuring myself while experiencing the uncomfortable, Of uncertainty. I invite stillness, to create spaces For acceptance, for grief, for balance, As I attempt within this chaos of emotions Bursting from my heart, to leave spaces Of love, light, positivity, I sit in silence, Not dwelling on the negative, But as to find my footing, Within all this uncertainty, While waiting, allowing myself To have myself, to secure myself, To respect my pace, allowing myself To come to terms of acceptance, To allow this discomfort to share my space with, Grief, so I can let it go, to restore my balance… I didn’t completely lose my footing, But like one training wheel off a bike While learning to ride two wheels, Harnessing the courage while not knowing, Scared to wobble over and fall, But do it consistently over and over again, Until accomplished, such balance, I am at this time finding myself relearning… Finding my balance as I keep riding this life, In all its various speeds, curves, heights and bumps I allow this moment to unfold in me the courage, Without being bombarded by outer reminders, suggestions, listening and leaning into my own Surfaced truths, experiences, finding my own way, through, and what is here now that is unsettled be overcome... Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror For I am here.
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 I am of both sky and sea, I am of both land and free, Lotus, hawk, whale and human… In pieces and whole, Figuring out and wandering, I still connect, I still stumble, I still am finding my way, Underneath this skin, This sky, Within the seas, the land, Beneath trees, upon this earth My feet rest, my feet walk The grassy, muddy, path, With rocks, with pebbles, This amazing World, Inside out, outside in, Beneath, within, encompassed, Ascending, evolving, All of the time, Here, in whole presence, Whole experience, I emerge to love, live, learn, laugh, Cry, reflect, grow… I am awakening constantly, For who I am always becoming… Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror Blessings Be with you, All your moments, investing into your presence, into your dreams, into each step you take, Now, Now, and each now that is already coming. Love and light to you, through you, for you, always here with you, I am, We are, infinitely connected. Love Ya! Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror  DEAR ME, Having a moment to think, to resonate, who I am becoming is not who I have been... As I write, here my most intimate thoughts, I feel at this time I need to honor the pull of which is unknown to me, unknown because it's in the works, trickling out slowly and gradually the need to reinvent myself, to recreate parts I didn't know I had in me, climbing out, awakening, changing me, changing my circle, my direction, my responses, my allowance, so into this beautiful unknown, I am here, I am ready, and with that I turn the page of right now into whatever My heart is calling me to be...Those that knew me, don't now, I even as I say this is becoming acquainted with the new I am right now paving.... Commencing now, I am no longer who I was up to this point, oh the adventure awaits, when we are willing to even outgrow ourselves. Shedding our spiritual skins, to come closer to who we are supposed to be, the expansive light I am, I am here for us, because of all I've learned I must have and be with myself for the world to get better, stay better and be better... For this and so much more, I shed the old me, to rediscover who I am becoming, continuously, infinitely... Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror To the changes of me, I change my world... Goodbye all that was before, into the new me I let unfurl now, become, be....   All that evolves within me,
Through me, Of my mind, Of my heart, Of my soul, Of my actions, Of my words, Of my thinking, Of my believing, Of what I choose of, Through experience, Through perception, Through feeling, Through questioning, Through resonating, Through reflections, Whether channeled from past- present, Around, below or above, Will always be, Will always become, Will always be reliant, Will always be my truth, Stemming, sprouting, Branching, walking, Rooted and port-ably, Of my own rhythm, Following my own songs, Creating new rhythms, Chosen, validated, By who I think I am, By what I think I am, By why I think I am, By how I think I am, By when I think I am, Change or not changes, Because of me, I am invested in myself, And all my limbs, organs Inside out, outside in, Beautiful orchestrated, Vessel I am, with soul I am, With heart I am, with me I am... Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror  To this dance,
I am experiencing, Wholly all that is here, Wholly all that is becoming, Feeling, seeing, hearing, Resonating, Intuitively, Spiritually flowing, The freeing of flames dancing As they come to birth, As in the now’s and inbetweens, Together as one, dance. I dance, the elemental and emotional Of this dance, of this experience. Allowing the rhythm and speed Of my own inner fires to be, Just as I am now, now, now, Responding to my own magic, Responding to my own rise and fall Of breath, of paths, of walls, of winds, Of earth inside of me, also outside of me. To dance, to celebrate, to live, Outloud not just in my actions, But in my voice of energy through Heart and spirit, to follow my own Songs, create my own music, To truly be, to this dance, Unfolding many and much more To dance to. I raise, I bend, I rise, I love, My Life, within my here and now, Of expansiveness, of discovering, All that ‘Fan my flames,’ Ignites my curiosity, Inspires and moves me to reflect on, Choose, pave and grow… To this dance within me, Becoming more and more around me, I am ever so grateful that my dance card, Stays open, stays full, stays new, stays awake, Stays learning, stays singing, stays on. Thank you Life, and this dance within me, This dancing world inviting me to dip more, Sway more, spin more, have more solid footing, Adding to my steps, helping me to gain momentum, To this dance, I belong always, for love is here, And always unfurling into music, For me to live life dancing… Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror To this dance, this sway, I am open, flexible, and always ready To lean, spin, learn, sing, be here, As every now here comes and goes, Changing my steps, changing my rhythm, Changing that which paves inside out, Outside in, Thank you!  As brown burns into charred black
And becomes a white burning orange, Of coal, of embers, of bonfires, So does this fire within, Yearn to change and grow. Fluttering flames twinkle and glow, Crackling becomes a morphing, Transmuting of all that is, Becomes, Form, flows, Is discovered, Repeated until all, Changes us, Heals us, builds us, Chooses us, As we choose ourselves… May we always look onto these fires, Onto ourselves, For whatever form/shape it takes, With LOVE, with FAITH, Let this be our guiding strength, Will it good, will it kind, Will it understanding, And just really, Determining-ly will it be, And then so it is, Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror We offer all possibilities, Possible now, By simply, allowing ourselves, To will, it free…  You are the
MOST BEAUTIFUL, Blessing, To always include and be counted for, As each now, moment unfolds… May you give, May you receive, May you share, May you welcome, May you embrace…. Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror A space within the out, Outside my physical home, Among the grassy earth, Where the wind freely blows by me And I sit calmer by the crackling of my wooded fire pit… I sit, I embrace, I welcome all that was feeling Ignored within me to speak… Hearing the distant tweeting of birds, Dogs barking, highway sounds, neighbors chatting, I sit comfortably in my camp chair, Savoring wood smoke aroma, up close… Welcoming, my sweet surrender to the calmness, Fastly approaching me while I sink further into this chair, Welcoming the outer quietness, Inviting the emergence of all sacred, All becoming, all here, be felt, be expressed, be listened to… Though my tiredness exceeds my limit, I persevere allowing the surrender, to disentangle, Allowing the unbecoming to surface, To let be no matter what storm brews or earthquakes through… I will it be… I will it space to free from me, myself and I, To just be, let be, sleepily, sweetly, simply be, here, Come back alive, have its time, presence, moment. Allowing the thicket of wilderness catch ablaze safely within its own circle, Like of the firepit’s circumference contains the fire, So shall I let all that needs flown, Be caught ablaze, open to let embers catch air As it becomes vocalized become a breeze, Pulling and creating flames, That shed light where shadows were suppressed, Within me, let out, let to be lifted by heat, By awareness, let be to climb out… Let the embers that were dimming, Within the core of me, lift, catch wind, spur, release, become… As I give to nature, as I give to this natural Building of elements that build this fire, I give to this nature of myself, of each other, As the the logs burn, becoming embers, Drift into ash, be the smoke that leaves, That rises before the phoenix does, Set free, be savored for its surface, For it’s burn, for its heavenly process, Be heard, be loved, be allowed, be welcomed, So it can be freed… Savored for though it burns, boils, pops; Within its warmth, it heals, Within its light, it heals, Within its experience, it heals, Within its silent words, I heal… Within my own thoughts, within my own heart, As quickly as it began to burn, So shall it leave, taking new life, Unbecoming itself, becomes smoke, That always rises, releases, no longer confined, Becomes free, like me in the moment of now... Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror Where you can not see, can not detect, A fire given just the right angle of wind will find, Shed light, let be, let gone, restore, From embers to ashes, all will be healed.. I am, you are, fire, our baggage, the logs lit, Recognized connection, detach as the fire burns, We will it be, we will ourselves be, We will it gone, we will our peace returns, While watching the logs burn away, So do our troubles, invite us here, now, A space within to be out, an outside in, All unbecoming, all becomes changed...  What I have been up to, haven't been writing much, here are my intimate paintings, hung like a gallery wall, but from my bedroom... That's only one fourth of my paintings! *Loves to you all, be safe, be well, be hugged * *** Within my paintings, Here are my words, There are my poems, Hear my words, hear my poetry, as it resonates and lifts through visions, within your own self, all is reflected, transmuted, your truths, our truths, be of its own muse, in every heart lays, a poet of its own.... Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror *** To see paintings better click to enlarge, full screen!  Good Day My loves, May all of you be well, May all be well, Many are hurting, Many are suffering, Many are scared, Many are worried, Many are feeling hopeless, Many are feeling and physically are scattered, Many don’t have the choice to leave work, Many are running out of ideas of what to do, Many are restless, Many are faking it to make it, Acting strong though crumbling within. Many are so fearful they have Become indifferent, Allowing their pride to disguise them, As an invincible shield. Many are lonely, lost, Many are stuck, Many are trying so hard to be positive, Many are trying so hard to rise above, Many are trying to ignore, Many are trying to go over and beyond. Many, Many people, Are trying to keep not only ourselves, Healthy and well, But all of us as a united world, Hopeful, Loved, Cherished, Kind, Encouraged, to persevere. May all be well, May all be given; More moments of PEACE, More moments of BLISS More LOVE to stay strong, More HOPE to hold onto to keep going, More KINDNESS for one another, Including always ourselves too… May we give More to us to be refueled, To keep serving our communities, our loved ones, People we don’t know, more understanding, More respect that each of us, can and will Overcome this, together, United. Each in our own way, Even if it’s just this writing, These intentions, Rippling effect towards all we love, All who love us, Connecting, creating a wave of energy, That goes heart to heart, To all who need this, To all who we think need this, To all by emanating through us, Encompass the world, As the loving self care it is for my heart, May it be for you, may it be for all, May all be well, Find this well, Give this well, Feed our hearts, our minds. May all of you, all the billions of you there are, Be well, Bless you, love you, You not only got this, But each of us are with you, No matter where you are, No matter where you have been, No matter what is coming, No matter what is here, Together each us are, Will be, can be…. Be Well Loves, All of us be well, May this loving energy Be celebrated, together, As for all humanity, Be loved, be courageous, Persevere kindly, Because we all at our cores, Do matter… Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror Be well, All be well, All be well, All be well, All be well, Consider yourself not just hugged, But hand in hand, Heart by heart… Love you All!  We’re never going back to same old shit, Different day… Can’t you see that even though, Right now, this chaos, this rumbling, This pissing, moaning, complaining, Bad mentality sourced from fear, And some actual experiences, Is exactly the possibility opener, We needed to shake us to our core. Shake us open, as to broaden, As to expand, as to become aware. Knowingly come into the unknown, Leaving predictability, Leaving our comfort zones, As to utilize all the survival we come with, instinctively/intuitively, to rise, From every yesterday, we were built To overcome, to still rise, to become, No one is alone, no one is ever truly alone, The deeper message within all this chaos, Is our Unity… This merely proves, how we are all connected, Collectively we have always been, And more so now, in realizing all of this, To come together as we should’ve always been, So it is…. So it is, apparently, In Love, grieving with love, Helping with love, Healing with love, Being love, being kind, Reaching out despite all odds, Giving and sharing love, Not one of us is alone, Let that steep, Marinade if you wish to, In this…. Instead of fear, Let love overrule, Let kindness, Let respect, Let grief, sadness, anger, frustration, confusion, Be organic not fear-mongered, Not propagandized! Let each be, Let’s hold and extend the torches, Of our hearts, be what aids one another, For our hearts are candles that infinitely Burn light, as to shed all darkness, And right now, There are swarms of darkness, Be a giver of light, love, and hope… Be well, Be safe, Stay Strong, Stay as positive, as possible, And since we know in this day and age, Anything is possible, Be and send out that beautiful light, That is how we can bring the world, Some peace… Some extra love… Some extra kindness… Some extra gratitude…. Some extra HOPE!!!! We will not be overtaken, Overly consumed, by fear.. Choose to love, Be love, Live love, Together at home, at work, doing our grocery shopping, While gardening, spending time with immediate family, Finding our new daily grind, Love each moment, As we all can, Love this chaos right the “F!!!” out of here! Be well Loves, We got this! Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror We are Built, to overcome!  May we within all this adversity; Rise to the challenge to restore, Rise to the subliminal lessons, blessings, healing, Rise to the awareness of calmly, collectively, Staying safe, being well, Coming home to both our physical homes & ourselves, To connect, to rekindle our hearths, As an imperative disengage with fear, the contagious panic, of viruses, Plaguing us of much more than sickness, but of worsening worry, doubt, Anger, impulsive and almost hostile like survival… May we within all this unlocking of inner and outer chaos, Be present, rest assured that everything emerging, drawing forth, Coming too, reveals space, not voids, but space…. In everything there’s beginnings, endings, full circles of balancing, An infinite loop of possibilities, choices, actions, thoughts, building, Excavating, coming undone, becoming, leaving, changing, taken, given, Here, now… Life's balancing, juggling, recovering, act full of surprises, experiences, Spectrum's different, similar, new, uncertain, paths, ways, we do, we are, We have, We had… May we look from within, in-between, above, and below, As to rise, as to love fully, accept wholly, Honoring each phase while we live, Always to rise, always to grow, always to become. May we do so accordingly, Instead of closing, Remain open, Within all this adversity, Still majestically, Rise… Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror   Unmasking,
To be masked, In this uncertainty, Literally drives hysteria, Fear, concern, worry, Craziness shedding, All our insecurities, All at once, in an overwhelm Of anything but peace… Peace isn’t our first reaction, Our first response, Because the knowing, Brings about a huge trigger That pins us to our fight mode, Survival mode, Because only this is within our "Actual" control… Awareness though, Knowing what we now know, As the panic flows in spurts, We are shook, Very shook by all transpiring now, and with that our expectations of what, We think people should or should not be doing... Instead of realizing we are all beautifully different, Everyone handles things differently, Believes differently, Heals and lives differently.. We are not them, So we really don’t know, Their reasons, their insecurities, Let alone our own in this very moment, there's no definite course through so we utilize, Fear instead of compassion... Labeling, name calling, Repeating history with shame, In a time of unknown, Trying to find familiarity, With labels, with negativity, within our default, Pre-programmed mode, Does nothing but further damage, ourselves and others, Becoming only more to the propaganda Of fear, hysteria, even though This too can bring about balance, beauty, blessings... May we please, please remember, We are NOT alone in this, All humanity, together, connected, Knows and is with us, As the battle is very much happening, all at once... One humanity, One world, This rumble requires us to unite, to be safe, to be well, to overcome, Not blame, not scrutinize, Not point fingers, not shake more fearful fists, But to realize, lean in, listen, honor... Got real too fast for any of us to comprehend it, But to abide the waves of uncertainty, that comes with rules, rules of discomfort, To stay in our homes, selectively work, Work, shop for essentials, and know, Our whole well-being, even within grief, And the uproars we impulsively have, That in our togetherness, We will get this! We are not separate, we are not alone, And this shitty event of circumstance, We can and still rise again after this passes! Stay bright, stay lit, stay positive, keep peace alive to radiate as much as one can do! Together as one humanity, Living within this one world we have, That has been taken for granted all too long, In this time of much chaos and adversity, We can still choose, we will always have this choice, CHOOSE Love, Kindness, Be a celebration of peace, That we all will still THRIVE THROUGH, Because in the past we have, And today we still can… May we fuel our thriving powers, Rather than our denial, fear, worry, hatred, Anger, grief, meanness… Because together we can, if you choose to Have the will too, “This too shall pass,” And like a phoenix rises from ashes, So shall we all, burning brighter than ever Before, we shall rise… Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror Though the overwhelm strikes fast in diverse Directions, I will not succumb to its ever persistent Tug, pull, drag, to derail my strength, my power, My love, my peace, my light, my hope!  I am the synthesis
Of all I choose, to add, To my life, Of all I choose, to believe, So it is, Of all I choose to act on, So it becomes paved, Of all I choose to ingest, To breathe, see, hear, think, So each of us as we are, Become. Become who we make ourselves, Be… Let us remain true to ourselves, Guided by the light we are, Guided by our ever expanding, Awareness, letting ourselves grow, Nurtured, every step of the way, More and more solidly, strong, As we consciously, intentionally, Be here, grow here, listen, honor, Voice, act, allowing ourselves, To be free, consciously, here.. I choose, we choose, let’s choose! Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror Be a synthesis of yourself, Consciously, right now, Not your emotions, Though this does contribute. Discern to your own preference, What good it serves or what damage Is served, utilize awareness, Being here, doing what you need to do, Lean into the light, the know how, As we have survived, get to where You can still Thrive... Even though recent events have you off, Turn back on, in your power, In your amazing resilience, Gathering the know how we all have! Tap back into love, lead forward, With light… Let that fuel your Bravery, Giving you courage, making you strong! We all got this! Let this only add to your know how, Stay well, be well, become more and more well! Stay safe, stay YOU!  I am here, Love.. I am here, Hope. I am here, Courage. I am here, With honesty, Following my own truths, Figuring things out, Learning, re-learning, growing, Being here... I am here, Body, mind, soul, heart. I am here, For and with myself, Every step, Every choice, Every moment, Every little bit, I am here, For and with, Gathering, Utilizing, Healing, Recovering, Becoming, Put myself, More and more together, Even when it feels Like nothing is really coming together, Everything connects, I am wholly, honestly, Truly here, Making the most of it now. Now, here, In the emergence's, Of all directions, No matter how many times I slip up, No matter how frustrated I get, No matter which way I move. I am here, Love, hope, and courage, Here weathering Some storms of consequences, Some of lessons I didn’t learn, Some of things I didn’t know, Some ways I am expanding, stretching, Leaning into grow, I am here, Honestly open, To all that I can create, To all I can get, To all I can serve, To all that everything is, can be, will be, Expansions, for better versions of me, To speak through, Comes full circle, With steps, routes, adventures new To take, experience, build, Learning to have fun, Without having any balance, Getting better at being here, For myself, with myself, Gives, prepares, shares, serves… Love you, I have hope for you, We have the courage, When we are honestly loving with Ourselves, however we regress, Progress, move, whatever direction, Always becomes something more, We never thought at first, Would or could, bring us so much, Magic, light, strength, truth, beauty, So please like me, Like you, Have yourself, with yourself, Bless you, Love you, Each of us, Stem together better, Being true to ourselves, With ourselves, For one another, For this beautiful planet, For this beautiful world, For us all, Together are never separate, Never a duality, We each as our own, Deeply as our own, Are connected… I am here, love.. You are here, love, Let’s make more of this, A celebration of life, While we are truly alive, and here To make, create, give, share, be… Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror  I wrote something just now, I'd like to share, that revealed itself earlier this morning that I discovered is another hurdle to overcome now...
Part One; *When something feels so foreign to me, like reaching out or like gifts, receiving without earning it, whether it be kindness, love, support or so forth. It's like I feel ashamed to have it, the whole not good enough splats into my whole being and the atmosphere around me. (which has much to do with how I was raised mind you) Once again, I feel like a lost child, while very much an adult... Trying to do something new, as simple as give and receive, without the internal dialog switching back into my parent's voice, "You should be ashamed of yourself or of," to ask for help, to give without ulterior motive, or to receive anything without working hard for it, labels flashback, "God Damn Melissa, you are such a mooch, piece of shit, you don't deserve any of this, without sacrifice. Look at all I have had to sacrifice for you." Clearly my upbringing in a single parent home, recovering from sexual/physical abuse on her behalf, while me surviving that too, really left many stains, many wounds, many burials, many scars..... I know better now, but I am still the lost child at times, still trying to regain all my abilities to overcome, in new light, new thoughts, new words, new processes, new acceptances, new awareness, new paths, new knowing, Just as right now I don't know everything still, which isn't a bad thing... But not knowing anything like all of my habits did before... I become unraveled, to become much better, much healthier...* It all connects, explains, makes sense now... full circle, why I have a hard time accepting and receiving love, and have combated the feeling of guilt all this time, like naively the undertone and feeling, I am not allowed to accept this, or have this, because I believed my birth parents, that this will always be unattainable, without hard work, without slaving myself away, without ever fitting nicely in their little box of ideals and expectations of me, I carried up with until yesterday never knowing why, I know why now… Part Two; 2-23-2020 10:03am central time I realize now that my programming, Was based in what I’d like to call, “Make parents happy, syndrome.” Like make everyone happy, Kind of slaving/serving, Coming from where I have come from, Overcoming what I had to, Overcoming what I needed to, Overcoming what I get to, I now solely understand, That vast dysfunction, Contributed by both society, Era’s plus the detoxing of my childhood, The unbecoming processes, Of my parents, my sibling’s, Of myself…. Foreign is not bad, But if you let it, It will isolate you, Drudge you and beat you up, With guilt, resentments, And massive splats of shame, Because I was abandoned, Neglected, of the right kind of attention, Right love, right ways, right kindness, Foreign because my guarded walls, Where I kept everyone else out, Including myself, As to keep myself blind, naive, conforming, And making them happy, Making them not triggered, Betraying myself, my heart, my mind, my soul…. I get it… I totally get it now…. Foreign means not used too, Foreign also means uncertainty, The unraveling persay of my own Unbecoming, coming undone, Revealing to me, The wounds I have that still swirl me Out of habit, because I was rejected, Because I was innocent, Because I knew only of this dysfunction, Still, becoming unlearned… Pretty freaking awesome, How so many definitions and feelings, Speak through, when I simply, Question without their echoes, What foreign pertains/contains, In me at core value, How many flashbacks surface, I connect the dots too, And now I am lifted to a new place… Foreign is unknown, something new, Something more to come from, More to add, more to heal, more, Of this just right here, to love… I understand this… with all my knowing, Of not knowing, this is where I become… -I am here choosing to understand, choosing to learn, still… Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror (Being loved unconditionally, Accepting someone giving kindness, Love, admiration, something simple, Was foreign, still is and I'm realizing now, Just how much of the poison I drank, I let in not knowing this was not, How healthy love/family was, I believed and to now, How it surfaced, How I was able to receive, How that is still affecting me, Even after much growth has occurred, The wound blooms into a scar, And I am so grateful for how It came through on its wings of wisdom, Through another heart, I arose, and learned yet again, At source, how to fly again… I am lifted...I lift, every connection, Every possibility, I heal, grows me, To be comfortable with foreign, As everything always does, Come full circle…)  Radical honest and true,
Love, What does it look like, Taste like, feel like, smell like, Act like, speak like, hear like? Create it through your being. Radical revolution Of unconventional, Feels like, smells like, acts like, Tastes like, hears like, speaks like? Exude it through your being, By being as you create yourself To be. However it: Declares, parades as, Leaks, discloses as, Provides, bears as, Conceals, lurks as, Exposes, proves as, We, Unearth, Discover, Admit, Enlarge, Obtain, Distinguish, Identify… As we Resonate With, For, Through, Incoming, Outgoing, Loosen, Tighten, Guard, Open & bring Guiding life-force Or Light-force too. All radical, All brought out, Given space, For and to, Every choice, Every belief followed through action, Every word followed through action, Every action led by thought, Every possibility, Led, leads, Chose, chooses, Abundant or restricted, Given, had, chosen, Amplified or suppressed… Radical, As each of us, To our core, The depths of who we are, Where we came from, What we live, Why we are who we are, What gives? What shares? What is voiced? What is acted out? What exudes with aroma, aura, attraction? What our words, our actions, choices, Taste like, feel like? Can be sensed, Can be imprinted, Can be seen, Even though much is hidden, We being ourselves, In all that we were, In all that we are, In all that is already changing, Becoming, Who we learned to love, Who we are still learning to love, All is becoming us…. Radically honest, Radically true, Radically unconventionally, Fucking Beautiful, Within every way, Within ever narration, Within every nook and cranny Of our story, “Radical!” Radically our own revolution, From the historical attributes, Of our genes, However it: Declares, parades as, Leaks, discloses as, Provides, bears as, Conceals, lurks as, Exposes, proves as, We become, We change, We celebrate, We get to be different, We get to be us, However it spills, However we will it to be, However open we choose, However, however, At any given moment, We bear, show, emanate, Be, are, suits us, And gives off, The building of our own Becoming… That’s pretty freaking radical, To each their own, We give ourselves, Life, to which ever way, want, need, Make, To be.. Somehow no matter which way, We got this! Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror We, Unearth, Discover, Admit, Enlarge, Obtain,Distinguish, Identify… As we, Resonate With, For, Through, Incoming, Outgoing, Loosen, Tighten, Guard, Open & bring Guiding life-force Or Light-force too. We get to define, We get to refine, We get to love, laugh, learn, LIVE, how radical is that really? Our diversity, Our light, love, Who we think we are, Who we really are, Who we are actually becoming, Damn straight, Something radical, To celebrate about, Every moment, The getting is gotten!  Turning Point,
Sometimes the brewing, Steeping, motionless, Boiling point, When all that can be withstood, No longer feels worth burying or carrying forward. So it becomes, IMPERATIVE, To climb out of this slum like, Comfortable, predictability, Grind, that feels no longer fulfilling, To flip it, redirect, change, reconstruct, To deconstruct, To give something more, From this whirl, This very tailspin. Change of choice, Change of action, Change of direction, Change of scenery, Change of angles, Imploding/exploding within me. This, I need to get out of here, Movement pleading to be listened to and honored, So without explanations, I lean into this fevering dip of a curve, Changing the timeline of me, Re-routing the becoming of me, Letting it all come undone, Crumble, fall, realign as it always will And can do, because who I just was, Holds no place, to the transition here, Unleashes all for the in process, Becoming now, leads to my every Tomorrow, to get, live, invigorating All of me senses and all, Back into alive & awake mode… Doing it, Following my own pace, Space, rhythm. Loving the releases, For each piece, part, Is for me, by me, Not blending with the masses, I set my own course, I am and will always be, Of my own construct, Present and accounted for, Thoroughly through, From within, Sometimes going without, Figuring what I want to do, Now, and as each arrives, Turning Points, We can have in single Millisecond, the moment We choose, activates and attracts, Immediately, the steps all come together, Change is how I make all Cultivated, possible… No explanations, No excuses, No reasons, Just doing my own thing, Turning around now… Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror Let yourself change, At a moments notice, Always love and honor, You, yourself, and let that, Always and forever, Be ENOUGH! (Unmentionable, where I am and want to go, I don't have to explain it, and I don't have to tell ya.) You show so much more of who you are,
by shedding light upon others... I Honor and Love myself as I give to others. I get so much, when I give so much. There is no need for spotlights, as we become more, and more luminous, the more we open, rise, and share each other.... Our Unconditional Love speaks through our light, our actions, our breath, our movements, our being, our interactions... Know this, to Love forward, is how we become better at illuminating the darkness within ourselves... Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror Keep sharing your light, keep spreading love and igniting hearts… I am madly in Love with my Life,
for I have challenged myself to slow down, and see the beauty that emerges from all around me, inviting me to open more of my inner wilderness, to come through in all I am unbecoming, allowing me to soar into the heavens, and past the stars, at the speed and rhythm of my heart traveling light. I am so very grateful for what Love I have received, and given from within to without, The Blessings have greeted me with the inner knowing and trusting, that my wings have never left my side... May you be madly in love with your life, May you challenge yourself to slow down, May you see, and be greeted with the Blessings of beautiful Love, May you be grateful, May you know and trust your wings, pace and light... May you always rest at a slower pace while soaring, for in honoring that, our flocks of light grow.... Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror Eyes Closed,
for a moment, I allow, I open, to envision my day, with hearts together, for Gratitude, for Love, for Happiness, for Kindness, This is the moment of peace I surrender too... This is the moment where I channel my heart into my thoughts, being, and creating action. This is the start to my day, more energizing than coffee, fuels me longer than caffeine does... This is where I control how my responses, and experiences will be grounded with. I am the silver lining, for every day I live... May We Embrace a moment before we start each day, just fill it jam packed with our hearts, so we can Live it forward. Take that moment, to refresh your thinking, intention, mood, direction, it is a gift we give others, by giving to ourselves first. Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror I am so much more,
then I was led to Believe... I am so much more, then I gave myself credit for.... I am so much more, then human, I have a soul that connects to everything, and reveals many Blessings as time progresses... I am so much more, then a shell, I am a heartfelt Kindred Spirit, Living in Aloud Full of expressions, and experiences... I am Love, I am Light... I am so much more me, then I have ever been. This whole process, progress, and path, within this Journey, is so much more then I imagined possible, far better each day, far more grateful, blessed, and opening to all Living Life to the Fullest really means... "I am so much more, You are so much more, We are so much more, then we realize, Don't take yourself, for Granted, We are all Incredibly more, then just the daily grind, We are Infinite Dreams, Infinite Love, Infinite Possibilities..." Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror Observing-Ponder moment:
Many times, We are, Learning to Honor our hearts forward, we get tested, challenged, first... Some of the tests have different faces from our past, some of our obstacles live outside of our bodies, sometimes its just a matter of too many forks in the road, scattering our attention, some are the things we are irritated about in the opposite gender then us, some are rather difficult people that over protect, over analyze, over criticize, and talk over us, To Honor Our Hearts, and Love ourselves forward, we must Find Peace, Respect and Honor, outside of ourselves, to realize what needs and lacks are within us, towards ourselves.... Be mindful of the internal and external signals, for these signals hold mirrors. Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror |
Writer:I am originally from British Columbia Canada, but have lived in Iowa, USA, for several years. Mom of four, Married and Hello, I am Archives
October 2020
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