Wheels

Finding my footing in uncertainty,
Reassuring myself while experiencing the uncomfortable,
Of uncertainty.
I invite stillness, to create spaces
For acceptance, for grief, for balance,
As I attempt within this chaos of emotions
Bursting from my heart, to leave spaces
Of love, light, positivity, I sit in silence,
Not dwelling on the negative,
But as to find my footing,
Within all this uncertainty,
While waiting, allowing myself
To have myself, to secure myself,
To respect my pace, allowing myself
To come to terms of acceptance,
To allow this discomfort to share my space with,
Grief, so I can let it go, to restore my balance…
I didn’t completely lose my footing,
But like one training wheel off a bike
While learning to ride two wheels,
Harnessing the courage while not knowing,
Scared to wobble over and fall,
But do it consistently over and over again,
Until accomplished, such balance,
I am at this time finding myself relearning…
Finding my balance as I keep riding this life,
In all its various speeds, curves, heights and bumps
I allow this moment to unfold in me the courage,
Without being bombarded by outer reminders,
suggestions, listening and leaning into my own
Surfaced truths, experiences, finding my own way,
through, and what is here now that is unsettled
be overcome...
Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror
For I am here.