I will not block myself within a self perpetuated Exile

I will not block myself within
a self perpetuated Exile,
for mistakes already paid for,
holding onto the thoughts against myself,
as to punish myself, and live a life
resenting each of them I made,
like a scoreboard tally against another team.
I am on my own team,
I must trust, love and support myself,
not tear myself down...
I chose to learn from them,
as they happened,
made lots of progress, still am learning.
Mistakes change, I changed.
I will not weigh myself down
to grudgingly but knowingly stay rooted,
within resentment by resisting change.
I will keep moving, doing better,
getting brighter,
manifesting new cards to be dealt with,
from the creation of my whole presence,
right now, at this moment, and here on after..
I have found grace through every fall,
and gratitude for every rise...
I was the problem, so
I now thrive being the solution.
Because if I don't love myself,
and Honor my own Heart,
Who else will?
Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror