fed up

(Warning; Many Cuss words, vent session)
Fuck, how society and people that say they know us,
Or knew us but labels us,
‘As damsels in distress, crazy, 
Liars, faking crisis for attention,
When we put our feet down,
Calling us Bitches and Sluts,’
When we’re saying 
“Hell No, you can’t treat me like this!”
Fuck NO, you aren’t allowed to treat me like this!
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To anyone who tells me Im broken,
Tells me I am crazy, 
Telling me that I am fucked up,
Because I swear, 
because I don't fit in your tiny boxes,
Because I am not ladylike, 
or because I don't handle things like it's expected of me to.
Fuck off, Please!
Stop projecting your filtered perception,
And your baggage at me,
Hold your eyes, ears and mouth ACCOUNTABLE..
I am whole even if my emotions scatter.
I am whole even when I see through your BULLSHIT.
I am whole even when I am broken hearted.
I am no damsel in distress, and will never be!
I am different then you, but not crazy, 
Maybe weird, but not a liar and pulling a pity
Party for attention,.
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I follow and honor my OWN truths.
Real fucking tired of the judgements,
The hypocritical rules with double standards,
And old mentality of “Doing what you say not what I do,”
Behaving obedient to someone outside of me.
Fuck those lies you say to comfort, support and enable
The toxicity, I outgrew all that shit
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I am not any less of a person because of my “Colorful Language.”
I will never be your doormat,
I will never be broken,
I will never fit into your ideals,
I have learned from all of my experiences…
I know Damn well, 
HOW TO bend, lean and duck,
To keep all that unnecessary drama and input,
The fuck away from me.
I will forever stand up on my own,
And think for myself, Thank you!
Here I am,
Lighting my inner torch of truth,
Get out of my way,
Or get burnt/offended,
I don’t care anymore, when I cared you all trapped me.
You are not my Dictator, you have no power, no control,
Please choose to dictate yourself,
Kindly, as I walk the fuck out of your life.
Melissa Palmer © Evolving Mirror2023
You are not my people or tribe.
I go where unconditional Love Follows
And follows through.